College Chastity Choice Game 2

The secret to a good scene, is repetition. Practice, practice, practice.

It's the only way to move forward!

When Jackie is dominant, she is unable to commit to style.

I don't mind any style of dominant, but Jackie, please... pick one and get good at it.

Plus, Maurice is working tonight, which makes it perfect. When I try to be dominant with Jackie, he just messes up my vibe!

It's all in the technique...

Laying out the hits so they provide a good coverage, going over the previous ones to increase the pain. Gradually increase the speed, the arc of the hit, the way the fingers strike the skin.

To get it right, one needs not just to get their submissive into the zone, but they also need to get into it too.

Everyone talks about subspace, a space in which the submissive gets a sort of sensory overload in which they become almost detached from their experiences.

Well, Jackie almost always leaves the dungeon in subspace, but I seldom get to that level with her as a dominant, and Maurice is too hectic and unpredictable as a dominant.

Both are agents of chaos, so I like how structured and well-made my scenes are. They provide a good base for growing upon.

But more than that, I usually get into domspace. I get into an intense hyperfocused state and it's very satisfying.

Sure, Jackie sometimes suffers from subdrop after the scene and feels down from it, but I know. I know I got her into subspace during the spanking.

In fact, only a few minutes in tonight, she might already be in it, as I can already feel a lowering of her reactions to my spankings.

I know I am already approaching the testphase, which is the level of the domspace where the dominant feels hyperaware of the scene.

I don't get all the levels, and it's well, almost mind masturbation ideas. Each dominant feels how he does. Maurice doesn't get into either subspace or domspace and that's fine.

It's just fine. Who am I to judge?

He lives his life how he wants to, and Jackie and I do the same.

In fact, Jackie seems particularly passive tonight. That's wonderful!

One of the things that helps a lot in achieving subspace is repetition. Familiarity.

This is why I try to always use the same gag, the same restraints, the same wooden horse, oriented in the same direction.

I thought about a blindfold, but it's one of early items on Jackie's blacklist. She seems to have given up on it, but who I am to judge? She didn't tell me, so I respect it. BDSM is all about consent.

If Jackie had really changed her mind, she would speak up, no? When she does something I dislike, I express myself, so yeah.

And so, I keep on spanking, applying different patterns. Biding my time...

Why? Because three things need to occur for the next step.

One, I need to feel Jackie on the cusp of subspace, I need to be in domspace and 1 AM needs to have been reached.

This is why we come early, to have plenty of time for the former to occur before sexuality is allowed.

I know, I am looked at weirdly by some other regulars, but when I am dominant, I want to finish with sex. I don't do anything special, just quickie, but to me, climaxing is the cherry on top.

When Jackie is dominant, there is some sexuality, but hey, it's her decisions. That's the beauty of being switches. We don't just alternate between who is dominant, but also of style.

Sure, Jackie is the wild one, unable to repeat a scene, but that's her choice. I just follow.

By the time 1h00 AM roll in, I managed fully get immerse into domspace, able to almost feel the hits I have been giving Jackie,

She also seems to be in subspace, which is just perfect. I just love it when she is that passive and submissive.

The night is calm. Even Maurice didn't come. I wonder why?

I like Maurice. He pushes too much to have sex with me, but I respect that, and he respects that I prefer not to.

As I undo my zipper, I think about how Maurice managed to shift the dynamic in our marriage by adding a third variable.

On certain nights, none of us preffered to be dominant and Maurice stepped in. On other nights, one of us wanted to do something in the other's blacklist and Maurice was available.

But tonight, I am grateful it's only Jackie and me, for as I ejaculate inside of her, Maurice isn't there bothering us with the way he looks at us.

I know he wants to have sex with Jackie and with me, but sex is for married people. BDSM can be shared, but not sexuality.

I recover and rezip my pants.

As I slowly untie Jackie, she is dizzie and a little confused. That's ok, I'll be driving us home.

But this time, as I help Jackie get dressed, she pushes me a little and insists on putting her clothes on herself.

That's fine, she's a big girl.

She does have an odd look in her face, but when I try to ask her what's wrong, she waves me off as we simply exit the club.

During the drive, I try to talk to her, to reassure her, but she just asks me to keep quiet.

I worry, but it's quite possible that she is still in some level of subspace, but she will recover...

At home, I try to snuggle in bed after we are ready for bed, but she still brushes me off.

I am saddened. I would have enjoyed some sort of feedback from her, but she fell asleep on me.

Once I can hear her take deep breaths, I spoon her.

I guess I tweaked my technique too much and it pushes her too deep? It's possible. I'll have to pay attention in the future.